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I'm off my Meds again I don't need them at all They keep me muted So my true self made the call In This state of freedom I am what they call manic Wired and so Ludicrously frantic I lie to myself And to others around But to me my mind Is totally sound I don't need sleep I have too much to do Scrubbing the house Wait...is that a shoe I talk fast about the things i feel I am happy.. i'm excited... I am awesome...i'm delighted Are these thoughts even real Maybe i should take The back wall down. I'm sure people are Hiding behind it Maybe underground I stole the beautiful Lillies From the neighbour next door I don't care if she notices it Her cries of thief i'll ignore My daughter didn't Brush her hair again So i cut it all off Maybe i am insane I wake in the morning And with no forewarning I'm back in depression again I'm not thinking straight My mind is in distress And my thoughts are a mess This isn't how I'm supposed to be It's like a constant roller coaster Up down and and

In the depths of a dingy Unremarkable night Comes a beast so vile An abominable sight It's been aeons since he's Been able to hunt prey He's exhilarated now And is excited to play He prowls and creeps Into the wondrous night Waiting for a victim He feels murderous tonight I don't notice him Till he whispers in my ear He says hello my pretty I'm gonna take you to my lair Then slides his proboscis Deep inside my awaiting ear I falter and tremble In absolute terrified fear His proboscis wriggles around In my ear it does sneak He licks and slurps Till i'm exhausted and weak Then from deep down inside him I hear a very low keening I wonder in distress if it's real Or am I just dreaming The deeper he goes The louder the sound I clap my hands to my ears And drop to the ground It grates on my nerves And muddys my brain Drives me mental Totally insane Blood starts to trickle from My eyes, nose and ears As my body releases All of my deepest fears He's here to devour me To eat my

She's so broken Yet so sweet The darkest angel You're likely to meet Hiding in the shadows She walks into view You freeze in place Not knowing what to do Out comes her hand She lightly strokes your cheek It feels so good it makes Your knees go weak Her tongue darts out It's in two parts Lengthy and snake like And a hiss she imparts Sensually she licks Her plump red lips And leans in for That first sweet kiss She forces her tongue Between your quivering lips As the blade she holds Slips between your ribs You moan deeply And hold her tight While she giggles Maniacally in delight How were you to know She was an evil Sprite That wanted to abuse You for the night She will take you apart To play with your heart Your last breath will Be her new work of art She'll paint herself In your blood From toe to tip Making sure to Use up every Little drip In red she will shine Looking every bit Like angelic wine That naughty little Angel is just so divine.

When my thoughts are Dark and dangerous And end in my death I know i'm not fun To be around So i keep to myself My demeanor is not Good for you It's bad for your health I find it hard to gather the energy To look at people and smile I can't really be bothered To talk to them so... Sometimes I come across hostile I'm tired of explaining myself To those that always ask So I ignore the question As on my face I slide a mask You're probably wondering why I keep everything locked inside Why the torment I carry I always try to hide It's because I don't want To repeat myself 50 million times Just to hear the reply... "Life's like that sometimes" No one takes me seriously No one looks past my eyes If they did they would see Right through my disguise And know that my stony mask lies.