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Violentines Day by Melodiezmelz Violentines Day :iconmelodiezmelz:Melodiezmelz 1 0
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Betrayal
I can't say sorry 
Or take back the anger I gave you
It's a burden deep in my soul 
That needs to depart
You broke me down
Ripped out my heart 
And tore it apart



I hope she was worth it

Cause I know 

I never deserved it


She was my best friend 

You should have known 

It would bring about the end

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Confession
I'm not a saint 
I must confess
When I'm done I hope of me 
You won't think any less



It started when I was 19 years old

When I decided It would be fun 

To swing on a strippers pole


Now it was fun 

I'll admit that's a fact

But the happiness I portrayed 

Was all just an act


Next on the wheel of disaster

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Crossroads
So much
Is far a
nd gone from me
And still I fight 
For my soul to be free



I've taken chances

Walked a dark road

Advice I never took 

And in my mistakes it showed

Now here I stand 

At this forked crossroad


I can drop all my fears

Look this new future in the face

Or forever run in darkness

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Old School Filter by Melodiezmelz Old School Filter :iconmelodiezmelz:Melodiezmelz 1 4 Psychedelic by Melodiezmelz Psychedelic :iconmelodiezmelz:Melodiezmelz 1 0 Double Trouble by Melodiezmelz Double Trouble :iconmelodiezmelz:Melodiezmelz 0 2
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A Matter Of Opinion
Just because you learned something new
Doesn't make that information true



It was learned from someone 

Or somewhere before

A chain of Chinese whispers 

That has a lot to answer for


People like to get up on their high horse

Pushing their opinion on others 

With aggressive force


The anger that arises 

When they are opposed 

Leaves the liste
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Tragic Opera
Damn it
I'm broken


All the pain I feel 
Will be left unspoken
The tears they fall silently 
In this tragic opera
Moments alone feel so hollow
And you're so far from me
I can't forget you
You've let a beautiful scar on my heart
And I really need you
Cause I'm falling apart
But I'm so alone
In ice I will place our love
Till I'm able to undo this spell that you wove.
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I save Myself
I fall to my knees as you run that mouth
We will always crash and burn
When it's the truth we need to learn
Over and over the darkness spins endlessly
Taking a hold of the tension screaming in every nerve
Crushing it till you get what you deserve
I save myself from sacrifice
The blood that rains down won't be mine
I'll save myself from sacrifice
The more you cut the less I mind
You cry, you beg, it's you that bleeds
The husk of your soul that was never meant to be
Crumbles in the aftermath of all the bloody debris
Pointless dramas in a wasted life
Full of scars and memories stuck on constant repeat
These technicolour fuckups have never set you free
Tripping on your fear and hate in a sick twisted sea
I save myself from sacrifice
The blood that rains down won't be mine
I'll save myself from sacrifice
The more you cut the less I mind
You cry, you beg, it's you that bleeds
The husk of your soul that was never meant to be
Crumbles in the aftermath of all the bloody debris
So take these wor
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Dancing
Sometimes 
I hear a beat that reminds me 
Why I love dancing so much
It's intense surge 
Just like a lovers touch



My limbs want to move 

In syncopated rhythm

I let go of all my fantasies 

That are deeply hidden


Music moves through me 

Like a slow burning fire

I'm filled with passion 

And rhythmic desire


The tempo and pulse of it

The rush and pleasure of it


It touches me in ways 

No other can

Makes me let go of myself 

Like I don't give a damn


My heart beats faster 

My hips begin to flow

Drowning in the music 

I let my body go


My mind soars 

My tortured soul flies

Keeping beat t
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Self Help
Under the skin 
These feelings crawl
Thoughts laid bare 
At your feet they sprawl



Endless emotions 

Intricately dance

As the demons make 

Their sullen advance


They tear down your facade 

Of truth and denial

Drag you forth 

Put your conscience on trial


There's no escape 

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What's Normal
We all fall 
Into the monotony of life
Although to others 
About this we lie



Day to day routine 

Becomes such a drag

No colour in this world

Just midway to black


Moving through others 

Like we don't belong

We know we are different

Is that so wrong?


Who gives the command that 

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Lesson Learned
These words of wisdom 
I thought i'd lost
Haunt me now 
And came at such a cost


Love can be short



Love can be cruel



Can make you a fighter



Can make you a fool



But there's the one 



Who can stop your heart dead

Faster and harder 

Than all those stupid 

Love songs ever said



Find "Your one" 



And never let them go

Give them your all

But take things slow


Then you will have more love 


Than you could have ever known



But I saw his face 



And died again

Love is beautiful 

But filled with such pain



I'd die all over again 



Just to see him smile

Just a moment in time 

O
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Sweetest Goodbye
I wanted to stroll 
In the dark with you
Where we could talk of things 
That made us blue



Stretching out my arm 

I searched for your hand

I grasped nothing 

And now I understand


I'm fit for this world 

And the darkness I know

But not for yours 

And your disdain for me shows


So i will take your mi
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I'm scared inside
It's there that I hide

From the outside world
Where the pain and sadness collide 

I'm safe inside
And It's there that I hide

From the outside world 
Where anger and confusion reside

I'm still inside
And It's here that I hide

From all the feelings I can't confide
The feelings I hope in time will subside
I can't say sorry 
Or take back the anger I gave you
It's a burden deep in my soul 
That needs to depart
You broke me down
Ripped out my heart 
And tore it apart

I hope she was worth it
Cause I know 
I never deserved it

She was my best friend 
You should have known 
It would bring about the end
You both strung me along 
Till your friends ratted you out
I guess you never realised 
I was someone your friends cared about

And now here we are
You standing in the corner
Looking like a lamb 
Ready for slaughter

I take a breath let it out 
Then look the other way
To myself you are dead and gone
Yet the ache will always stay
And to the one I called friend
I can never speak to again
But that can wait for another day.
Going Back To Hospital on the 10th....the blood test i did last week showed my adrenal level as very low and i also need to have my iron levels checked to see if i need another iron transfusion...Gleeeeeeeeeeeee Happy New Year To Me! :P

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annemaria48 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Professional Digital Artist
aww thanks for the watch :) 
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Melodiezmelz Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Very welcome :P :)
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Cleo-Bizarre Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: :hug: :D
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thanks for the+fav 
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Thanks for watching it...
                               PennyWise Dancing 2 (IT 2017) 
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Melodiezmelz Featured By Owner 6 days ago
You're Welcome :P :)
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Gagoterapia Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch! I will check your gallery ;)
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Melodiezmelz Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2018
You're welcome and thank you so much :) :P
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WendigoMoon Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for the watch, I really appreciate it! Have a great day! :D
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